She got me loving nobody else
I do not understand why I had to dream of that person. Woke me up all of a sudden.
It’s like I just don’t want to say about it.
Anyway what made me happy today was only
the two episodes of desperate housewives episode 3 and 4 , season 5.
For those who have not caught it yet? It’s kinda fast now.
Sigh Singtel was faster for DW* but Starhub doesn’t cut halfway! So I rather choose the second.
Anyway, I understand the part for Privileged , like sigh…….
The guy pushed the girl away, he likes her a lot , but he knew the consquences.
That part totally reminded me of something I did earlier this month or so to speak continued. It’s totally me, I like to push the person that I like a lot or even love so much away.
Because you rather keep them forever. I agree on this.
Anyway
till they are pushed away I’m like ok why am I always so stupid? But you see sometimes you love them so much , and when you know what you are ……………..
………..so I need to sort out my feelings to turn them into friends towards my feelings first before I can see them in the “FRIENDS” light.
But more or less stupid feelings.
I wish I was like last time where I had no feelings 
Sigh I hate my first!!! WHY MUST YOU MAKE ME HAVE FEELINGS!! IT’S a CURSE!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, I just feel like totally whatever already… hopefully the weekends bring me new fun 
or else.. I’ll be argh!
But…..
Sometimes I feel that that person is more or less angry with me or something…..
I do not know…
what I did but my best friends were like..
you were asking for it….
FINE . I’m done….. My best friends said hello! Please! I’m like ok fine!
moral of the story Nicole stop pushing away people you like… you dummy!
and FOCUS now now you don’t wanna have history repeating itself now don’t you
anyway it’s good that I push you away… concentration
yeah! High school musical 3 is out! MUST WATCH!!!! THIS WEEKEND
Anyway, everything is in perfection
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