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Sat 1.58pm
WOW! I slept for two days! ahha!
ok I forgot everything I typed…. so now I’m back to normal… whooo hoooooo
OMG! I CAN NEVER GET ENOUGH OF DIRTY SEXY MONEY MY MAIN THEME FOR MY LIFE
Sat 3.51 am
I just woke up, slept at 6pm.
Listening to these lyrics
Looking at this art piece
Poetry
Why does this long distance kills me
It eats my mind
Don’t want to admit it
But it struck deep within
Hating it
Dismissing it
Everything that I ever stood for
Of not having no feelings
Just tremble and conquers the
Whole entire love
Which I’m still not accepting it
Because I could never
Ever be falling in love with you
I’m dismissing it
And not accepting it
No no no! I can’t love nobody
I’ll just cry myself
For myself
And not for anyone
Because I just know the outcome
I’m done
I don’t want to admit it
I’ve to run far , far away from you….
I can’t…… I’m sorry
Goodbye I do love you but it’s just not happening
And you know what sucks because this love is mutual, I know.. I just know… but whatever
such a waste of my whole entire feelings
I pray for not letting anybody into my heart ever please
Because I’ve experience heartbreak before and not ever wanting it again
Though this heartbreak will be so breakable that it’s not even able to be pieced back…
I used to be cold heart ed why can’t I just be back to it?
Btw you know what sucks about this love,
when you came to always kiss me I always push you away, I thought it would be good so that I won’t ever think or want you…
then when you say or do things I dismissed it…
because I know what you are made of.. a replicate of me…….
Which is definitely not good when it comes to whatever… Whatever you’ve been through.. more or less
I’ve been too…..
So all readers that are reading… sometimes…… in life… you can get whatever you want…
but somethings… you pushed away not to hurt the other party , yourself and the whole entire.. circumstances of the whole entire situation….
I know……………….. I don’t know………………….. I’m done
My friends always said I always want to help the un help able
Hurting myself in the process
I said I don’t even longed to ever kiss the person
Just being around is good enough
Weird but true
I know….. so weird.. so I’m not gonna figure out what is this all about.. Because nobody can explain it to me or they just don’t want to tell me… Again I’m done
I’m sorry if you don’t hear from me
This is me
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